Back to Square One

I would describe myself as a hard worker. As someone who has spent their life trying to be a good person. Trying to make a good life for myself. I would describe myself as a go-getter. A persistent person who is focused on my dreams and aspirations. I would describe myself as a survivor and a fighter. A person who gets back up after being kicked down time and time again. But today I don't feel like any of those things. Today I feel like a person who wants to curl up in a ball and stay there for a while at least. I think all of this job searching is only leading me to lose myself.... So here is to being back to square one with no job and feeling as if I have no future.